A glimmer of hope in a starless night.............

Words do not suffice in expressing how I feel now and uncried tears is drowning me but I found a glint of hope and I am praying, hoping and wishing for another one. Thank you sis for your kind words. I will try to survive eventhough it's hard. But this reminds me that life is not something you fool around with and education is not something you can take for granted.


J'essayerai pour vous et vous-meme........

Long time no see!

After a very very long absence from my blog, honestly I don't think I should call it a blog since I think it's an insult to all the other blogs with owners that actually update regularly.....But then again, I have a total of 2 readers at maximum lolz....sucks to be you guys I guess hahahaha....Just joking...I love my dear sis and my beloved friend who constantly 'tries' to motivate to update this abandoned electronic journal. Anyways, you guys will be glad that I actually have something interesting to share *wheeeeeee.....*

About a month ago, I managed to prove that I wasn't delusional because I found the culprit behind the creepy wailing noise I mentioned in my previous entry. My lovely neighbours who live directly across from my unit have an affinity to domestic abuse!!!....It was around midnight when mum and I heard a female screaming a string of words angrily and I could make out vaguely what she said,'Ni da wo, ni da wo......' in an accusatory tone....Initially, we couldnt figure out which unit the noise was from, so, we tried our best to ignore and get some sleep.....but to no avail, the ruckus persisted and the wailing was getting louder and shrill. Finally, with our patience running thin and sightings of other people opening their door, checking out the source of the noise, we decided to investigate the source of the ruckus with our neighbour who lives downstairs. After a couple of minutes, we came to a conclusion which is the unit that is across of mine with confirmation from the people who live below that unit. Upon realising that there 2 couples living in that unit, we figured there's nothing we can do about it because no one wants to interfere other people's personal matters plus, with the other couple's presence, the situation should be under control. So, we just retreated back to our unit and tried to to catch some sleep however, being as inconsiderate as they are, the ruckus continued for hours and I swear to god, I almost called the police and was cursing them mentally because 1) how dumb is the girl to stay with a man who without any doubt would lay his finger on her!! 2) Instead of reconciling or calming down, they continued the way they were without concern of causing disturbance to the others!!! 3) No matter what the situation is, a man should never hit a girl unless the girl is armed with lethal weapon then a 'faint-inducing' move is permitted but anyways, I have digressed, to succintly summarise this story, if your man hits you, pack your bag, bring your keys, move to somewhere safe and call the police without any of the ruckus I have mentioned above....Especially if it's not just once!!!!...............So, be wise girls, be wise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Signing off here,

You know who

Strange incident

I'm back updating earlier than I had expected myself to. Well, it is also because I had a very very weird experience/encounter(can't find the right word) yesterday which I thought I should share here. Anyways, unlike me, I went to bed really early yesterday considering the fact that it was a Sunday night. I soon fell sound asleep as I was already quite sleepy when I decided to abandon Mich on msn keke...but all of a sudden, I was woken up by a loud noise and I couldn't decipher what the noise was and thought it was someone talking out loud. Of course, my initial reaction was 'who the hell is making all this ruckus so late at night!!!???', despite my annoyance, I soon realised that it was actually loud sobbing/crying and it sounded like someone, most possibly a female was being threatened. And please note that at this point, I was still lying on my bed, refusing to depart from my bed. As the noise continued, I was gradually starting to feel scared and finally decided to 'investigate' the source of the ruckus. However, the moment I lifted my head from the pillow, the ruckus dissipated, accompanied with a soft sound of a closing door and it was quiet all over again. Needless to say, my cowardly nature deterred me from peering through the curtain of my window because I would rather be killed by curiosity than anything else. I was really frightened by all the possibilities that were messing with my head. Eventhough, I tried going back to bed, I still felt really disturbed by what had happened earlier, I even sneaked out of my bed to lock the wooden door that I usually leave unlocked. That is how scared and paranoid I was last nite!!And when I looked at my mobile, it was 2.47am and I had only been asleep for about 3 hours. For the remaining night, I was very restless and I remember very clearly that I kept getting nightmares when I finally fell asleep again (the nightmares are still circulating around my head now). Right now, I still feel indescribably anxious and slightly hesitant to step out my house cause everything seems creepily calm like no one was aware of the weird incident yesterday. Is it just the concoction of my imagination and prior nightmare or did something really happen?..............................Help!!!!...........

The inaugural post

As per my dearest sister's request, I took the effort to start this blog but with no guarantee of regular updates or interesting entries.....as my life is as mundane as anyone else that inhales the oxygen available on earth, but then again, maybe it's just me and my hermit-like lifestyle lolz. As much as I would like to be active in every aspect of my life and blog about it, my laziness and 'illiteracy' immobilize me, with that said, I'm signing off here and maybe when the moon is blue, I'll update with a post that's actually worth 5 minutes of your life reading it lolz...


Cheerios!!...


By you know who.......